Flora
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fihdfsgfsdiogaisdfo i have a dance final tomorrow and i have to make up a dance and i have ideas but i can't make up a two-fucking-minute dance on my own help
SO REMEMBER THIS FROM LAST NIGHT?
well I started last night and finished it this morning and felt a ton better
and THEN I GOT UP THERE
AND I BLANKED HALFWAY THROUGH
but you know, I figured "eh I'll keep going till I find my place" and eventually I did
and so the song ends, I feel terrible because I'd gotten so much more comfortable and my teacher runs up and gives me a hug, and i figured she just noticed I was nervous
and she's so excited about it and I'm like "oh. wasn't expecting that" and she's talking about how it was so inspirational and I was kinda confused
so the next girl goes and my teacher gives her her reaction to the dance and as the next performers are getting ready she goes "oh Rachel I just loved how-" i don't even remember what she said but it kinda made me think "oh okay Tara I guess you really liked it"
so we get out of class and my classmates are all going on about how good I was and even some of the dance majors who watched were raving and gave me hugs so I had to accept that hey, that wasn't as bad as I thought
WELL THAT WAS APPARENTLY AN UNDERSTATEMENT
so about an hour later I have to go up to the theater for a majors meeting and a couple of my classmates are all "Rachel you were adorable and fantastic" and one of my friends who isn't in the class and didn't observe was like "yeah I heard it was really great" and I was confused and she said "I know cause I'm in Tara's tap class"
so I assumed that Tara'd been talking about the finals in her dance class and it was pretty exciting that she'd brought up mine.
so a couple hours later I'm talking to another girl in the tap class and I mentioned that I had my dance final today and she just goes "OH YOU'RE THE RACHEL TARA WAS TALKING ABOUT!" and it turns out she was raving about my dance because I apparently moved her to tears
which, you know. holy shit how did I manage that and I've been super excited since then.
tl;dr I FUCKED UP ON MY DANCE FINAL AND SOMEHOW MY TEACHER WAS REALLY MOVED BY IT AND RANTED TO HER NEXT CLASS ABOUT IT AND WOW I'M SO HAPPY