This may have been a bad idea.

[Valerunner]

Okay, so tonight I'm headed to a Uni social then back to my flat for a house party.

En femme. Fishnets, heels, everything.

And now I'm shaking like mad. I'm nervous as fuck but also excited to the same level. And I don't know why I'm scared, it's still the Halloween season here. But I'm scared and now I'm typing because I'm putting off getting ready which involves makeup which usually for me is a very calming process, but mostly because it's private. Oh God what have I done. It's in here because I'm also heavily excited; I get to go out in girlmode and if I fail at passing, I can lean on the Halloween crutch and I should stop typing and get on with it. I'm scared.

 

[Monoking]

Wait, this is happening right now?
Ish?

Then you go do it.
It's your time, girl.

Remember, tcod will always be with you to support you. In body, sprit, and mind.

You are who you are. Now go be yourself.

 

[hyphen]

do not be scared.
you must not be scared.
you will not be scared.
confidence. have it.
have fun!

GO TIME

 

[Valerunner]

Right now, yeah.

I have to say, I look damn good but my heels are killing my toes and I haven't even stepped out of my room yet for my housemates to gawk at.

 

[Monoking]

Right now, yeah.

I have to say, I look damn good but my heels are killing my toes and I haven't even stepped out of my room yet for my housemates to gawk at.

Let's get one thing straight.

THEY WILL GAWK.

All you have to do is Not care. Not care what they think.
They're not you.
If they don't approve, it's not like you'd be shot or something.

You're you, and there's nothing they can do about it.

 

[Valerunner]

I plan on shooting out of my room in about 9 minutes and run out of the house towards the social, then come back hopefully pissed as hell so I can face them in nothing but a leotard, fishnets and a fake revolver.

Weird how I'd rather be seen in this by people in my society than people in my house.

EDIT: It was bloody awesome. Three things: I actually felt very nice going en femme, and nice in a weird way; I feel myself, but at the same time everything felt new and it was a wonderful feeling. Two, I have really sexy legs. Three, heels are torture devices. They are painful as fuck but I can't take them off when we were in the pubs because they looked awesome on me.

I feel tired, broken and awesome.

 

[Saith]

Holy shit, like, this is probably the best news I've read on this site.
Congrats.

 

[Valerunner]

Thanks~ It feels pretty damn awesome as well. I'm thinking of dressing up again for our Pirates v Ninjas social, but I'm not ready to be outed just yet.

I really need to learn how to switch between the two at will.

 

[mewtini]

:D

I would've said the same as StarWings did, but was kind of late so uh.

Congrats, though!

 

[Monoking]

Thanks~ It feels pretty damn awesome as well. I'm thinking of dressing up again for our Pirates v Ninjas social, but I'm not ready to be outed just yet.

I really need to learn how to switch between the two at will.

Dressing up for that should help you get used to switching.
Go for it.

 

[Valerunner]

I don't know yet, I don't want to be known as the resident trap just yet. That one outing took out a lot from me.

 

[Monoking]

I don't know yet, I don't want to be known as the resident trap just yet. That one outing took out a lot from me.

You can do it.
I believe so.

 

[Tarvos]

I bet no one had that idea for a Halloween dress.

 

[Valerunner]

I know I can do it, Spunky. I've done it twice before, in skimpier outfits. It's the fact that I don't want to be outed as trans just yet. I want to do so in my own time.