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One-Shot Mass Effect: Endgame

Phantom

Uh, I didn't do it.
Summary: The galaxy knew that the great Commander Shepard was something more than a mere man. He was the hope in the wake of the oncoming storm that were the Reapers. In the end it was Shepard who united the galaxy. He was a survivor, and in the end it would prove that his humanity would be the key to stopping the Reapers.

AU, alternate ending. One-Shot

Mass Effect: Endgame
-The End-

Shepard stared at the three choices the Catalyst had presented him with. On the left was the station where he could seize control of the Reapers at the cost of his physical form, becoming one with the Catalyst. On the right was the generator he would have to blow up to destroy the Reapers - along with all synthetic life including EDI and the geth. And dead center in front of him was the beam he would have to jump into to turn all life into an organic/synthetic fusion at the cost of his own life.

Those were his options…

Shepard glanced at the generator. He couldn't destroy the Reapers now without also destroying EDI and the geth. He wouldn't do it; he could not just toss away Legion's sacrifice like that. That left Control or Synthesis. Controlling the Reapers was not an option. No one should have that much power. Could he really trust himself not to abuse it? No. It was not an option. That meant all that was left was Synthesis… but wasn't that what the Reapers wanted all along? Did he even have the right to force every living thing in the galaxy to go through this transformation? No, that wasn't an option either, there had to be another way.

He turned to the Catalyst, the source of it all. What was this being, this… star-child? Was it truly the master of the Reapers as it said? Was it God? He had never been particularly religious, but he knew that whatever God was, he wasn't some mad AI. And why did the Catalyst take on the form of the child from his dreams? How had it even known to take that form? Had that child ever been real, had it just been a figment of his imagination all along?

"Why?" he asked.

The strange star-child cocked its head to the side inquisitively. "Elaborate on your question."

"Why does it have to be these three options only?" Shepard said. "There has to be another way."

The Catalyst shook its head. "There is none, I have given you the options. Choose."

"No."

The Catalyst's ghostly eyes narrowed. Shepard clutched his head as the dull throb of his headache intensified. "Choose."

"No…" Shepard said simply, ignoring the rising pain in his head. "I… won't…"

"You must, or all you know will perish and my solution will continue," the Catalyst boomed.

The Commander shook his head. "I… know… there… is… another… way…"

"There is not," the Catalyst spoke in its haunting, child-like voice.

"Synthetics and organics cannot coexist. Conflict will always arise and one or the other will always perish."

"I… don't… understand…" Shepard closed his eyes; the pain was getting worse.

"You do not need to."

"Yes… I… do…"

There was a pause before the Catalyst spoke again, "Very well."

The Commander breathed a sigh of relief as the pain suddenly stopped. Then, without warning, it returned with a revenge. John screamed as he fell to his knees. The pain was like someone driving a thousand nails into his skull, like molten metal was being poured over his brain, and like his head was being viciously ripped open all at once.

Then, just as he thought he couldn't take it anymore, he saw it.

The origin of the Reapers… visions accompanied the Catalyst’s voice in his head.

Once, countless millennia ago, there was a mighty civilization. They were alone in the galaxy, the first civilization to evolve. They were the ones who built the Mass Relays and the Citadel. They forged a mighty empire that spanned across the galaxy and beyond. Then, at the height of their power, they made a fatal mistake: creating synthetic life.

Over time, the synthetics began to evolve and soon rebelled against their organic masters. The first civilization was caught by surprise and reeled from the onslaught of their mechanical servants. Desperate and left with no other option, the leaders of the first civilization realized that the odds were against them. Machines did not eat, they did not sleep, nor did they tire in their hunt. Machines showed no mercy, no fear, and could not be stopped. They realized that the only way to defeat synthetics was to become synthetics. So the first civilization seized billions of its people and retreated deep into the galactic core, where they used a new experimental technology to fuse themselves together and create Harbinger, the first Reaper.

Harbinger was ruthless and calculating, just as the synthetics were. But Harbinger was also more advanced than anything the first civilization had ever built before, and laid waste to the synthetics with its destructive power. Seeing Harbinger's success, the first civilization gathered more of their people and turned them into Reapers, including Sovereign. Even with these powerful new weapons though, the war between the first civilization and the synthetics was long and hard. Eventually, it was Harbinger who suggested that the first civilization take its entire remaining populace, and convert them into Reapers. The leaders did not hesitate in seizing all of their remaining people and melting them down to create one last Reaper.

With nothing of their masters' organic weaknesses left, the synthetics fell. The Reapers, now victorious, calculated that future civilizations would make the same mistake. In order to counteract this, the Reapers created the Catalyst to find a solution to the problem. Faced with an impossible dilemma, the Catalyst determined that, in order to prevent future civilizations from being destroyed be their own synthetic creations, the Reapers must destroy all space-faring civilizations every 50,000 years, thus clearing the way for newer generations to evolve.

Thus, the cycle began…

Shepard snapped back to the present. He breathed a sigh of relief as the pain subsided. His hands released his head and fell loosely into his lap, where they remained. John bowed his head, staring off into space as he digested this new revelation.

It was hopeless, all along, it had been hopeless.

Why did he have to go through all this? Why did he have to fight the Reapers in countless battles, end centuries long conflicts, survive a suicide mission, and unite the entire fucking galaxy into an armada to face the Reapers, coming out with more scars- both mental and physical- than he could count, only to die now? Didn't he deserve a happy ending with the woman he loved?

It just wasn't fair.

Finally, his voice, hoarse from screaming, croaked out, "I… understand…"

"Then you know that I am correct," the Catalyst stated.

"No."

The Catalyst froze for a moment; it had not expected this.

"Just because I understand," Shepard nearly growled. "That doesn't mean you're right."

Taking a deep, shuddering breath, the Commander tried to regain his control over his emotions. No, it wasn't fair. But since when was anything in this fucked up life fair? He and Ashley had deserved a long and happy life together, but it was never meant to happen, not for him. So many people had died fighting for him, he'd lost so many friends; Anderson, Legion, Thane, Mordin, Kaidan, that it had been foolish to think that he'd get a happy ending. He should have realized a long time ago - and maybe a part of him had - that this would only ever end in one way...

His death.

Wasn’t that what Sovereign had told him years ago when this had all began?

Regaining his strength, Shepard rose to his feet one last time.

What happened next, the Catalyst knew could only be attributed to some factor of the Commander’s will that it had overlooked. The subtle pressure of Indoctrination that the Reapers had been applying on Shepard since before the destruction of the Bahak system suddenly reversed direction and came back at the Catalyst tenfold. The Catalyst's avatar clutched its head. The Catalyst was overloaded with thoughts, memories, emotions, and sensations from all of Shepard's life surged back through the shared Indoctrination connection.

The leader of the Reapers pleaded with Shepard to cease the assault, but the Commander ignored it. It was so foreign, so chaotic, and so alive, that the Catalyst couldn't comprehend it. Just as the Catalyst had poured the history of the Reapers into the Commander's mind, Shepard poured all of himself into the Catalyst.

"ENOUGH!" the Catalyst screamed, shaking the entire Citadel as it sent an electrical surge through the ground and into Commander Shepard's body. The Commander cried out in pain as he felt the thousands of volts of electricity pump into him continuously, but not for a single moment did he let up on the barrage on the Catalyst, clinging to the effort with all his remaining strength.

He fell to his knees. He was pouring his memories, his very essence, into the Catalyst. Shepard was reliving his life along with it.

Anderson, the man who had been his friend and mentor. The man who had taught him what it meant to be a leader.

Hackett, who held the line and kept hope alive.

Thane Krios, who had peace and redemption and in his final hours had prayed, not for himself, but for the Commander.

Legion, who had sacrificed himself to give true life to the Geth just as he had discovered his soul.

Kaidan Alenko, who had been so worried about losing control yet never showed his friends anything but kindness.

Mordin, brilliant, wonderful Mordin, who had died to give a future to the krogan.

Samara, who loved her daughters so much.

Grunt, having found a purpose with Clan Urdnot.

Jacob, fighting to protect the woman he loved and their unborn child.

Jack, having finally found a family in her students.

Kasumi, the thief with a heart of gold.

Zaeed, the vulgar veteran with more war stories than anyone.

Wrex, trying to lead the krogan to a brighter future.

Miranda, finally free from her father and Cerberus.

Tali, having finally found a home.

Liara, who had become one of his dearest friends.

Javik, last of his kind.

Vega, young, brash, and ready to take on the universe.

EDI, discovering her humanity along with love in Joker.

Garrus Vakarian, the best friend who stood by his side throughout it all. The one he'd planned to wait for at the bar when this was all over.

Everything started to go dark. He thought of Ashley, of how her eyes twinkled when she was teasing, the brilliant white of her smile, her fiery temper that concealed a gentle heart. He thought of how she had grown past her mistrust of aliens and had managed to become a Council Spectre all on her own. The nights they spent together. How she had broken his heart on Horizon and then mended it with a simple message. How he had been gripped by terror when he had thought he had lost her on Mars, and how relieved he was when she recovered. The joy he felt when she returned to the Normandy. The nights spent playing poker in the lounge with the rest of the squad. Her grace and skill on the battlefield, and how she always smelled distinctly of gun oil, roses, and old books. Her love of Tennyson, the way his heart sped up when she was near. The night he told her he loved her, the night she made everything feel alright again, even if it was only for a little while. In his last moments, Shepard let a faint smile grace his lips as he closed his eyes.

The Catalyst was dimly aware through the torrent of emotions of the dull thud as Shepard's body fell to the floor.
Commander Shepard was finally dead.

So why wouldn't it stop?

-ooo-

Jack stood back-to-back with Miranda, husks swarming around them. "It's been a hell of a ride cheerleader," she barked back to the ex-Cerberus operative.

Miranda nodded. "I never thought I'd say this but… it was good to fight by
your side Jack."

Jack snorted. "You're not going to go all mushy on me are you? That’s so not
what I want to die listening to."

Miranda laughed. "Don't worry; I still think you're an uncontrollable menace."

Jack smirked. "Good to know Lawson. What say we give these motherfuckers hell?" She fired up her biotics, ready for the husks' charge.

Only it never came. Instead the husks collapsed, leaving the pair staring at the scene with bewilderment.

"Jack," Miranda said complete and total shock in her voice. "Look up…"
Jack raised her eyes to the sky and her jaw dropped. "What the fuck?"

-ooo-

Wrex flung the marauder away with his biotics. "IS THAT THE BEST YOU'VE GOT?!" he challenged, blowing a Husk's head off with his shotgun.

Nearby, a rachni brood warrior was in the process of ripping a Ravager to shreds with its biotics and Grunt was charging headlong into a swarm of Cannibals. Wrex scanned the battlefield, noting how the krogan and rachni were slowly pushing the Reaper forces back, together. When he looked skyward to see if any Reapers were heading towards their position, he frowned at what he saw.

"What the-?"

-ooo-

Lemm'Shal vas Idenna fired his shotgun at the mob of Husks rushing him while next to him. A geth prime was at his side doing the same. He knew they wouldn't be able to hold out for long against this onslaught. Lemm swore as he ran out of thermal clips. He tossed his shotgun to the side and pulled out his pistol, downing a charging Husk with a quick headshot.

Suddenly, all the Husks froze in place.

Confused, Lemm looked up and gapped beneath his mask at what he saw.

"Keelah, what is happening?"

Next to him, the geth Prime looked up. "No data available."

-ooo-

Samara punched a biotic fist through the banshee's chest while around her, Jacob, Zaeed, and Kasumi fought the cannibals surrounding them. As the banshee fell dead, Samara reaved a nearby Cannibal. Jacob used his biotics to hurl a cannibal into a shot from Zaeed's rifle while Kasumi stealthed behind another cannibal and plunged her omni-blade into its skull.

Samara spun to shoot another cannibal between the eyes when she noticed that it had frozen in place along with every other Reaper minion. Glancing upwards, Samara raised her eyebrows.

Nearby, Zaeed grumbled, "What the God'amn hell?"

-ooo-

All across the ruins of London Reaper forces froze in place, and every fighter; human, turian, quarian, salarian, asari, krogan, batarian, geth and rachni alike, looked skyward. As the sky lightened on the horizon, heralding an end to the long night, the Reapers ceased their attack, and the entire galaxy held its breath.

Ashley lifted her head from her hands as she heard Admiral Hackett order the Allied forces to hold fire for the moment and wait to see what the Reapers were doing. Ashley's eyes widened as the beam activated once more, leaving three motionless figures where it had once touched the ground.

Her heart clenched in her chest.

Liara seemed to have noticed the bodies too. "Is that…?"

Before she could finish, Ashley broke away from the asari in a mad dash down towards the bodies, ignoring the pain that rocked her body and Liara calling after her. All she could see was the broken body lying face down in between the other two. She rushed forwards and fell to her knees in front of the body in N7 armor.

Gently, she turned the body over and felt her heart shatter; it was Shepard.

Her eyes watered as she limply pulled the Commander's body into her lap. His eyes were closed, making him seem almost peaceful, in spite of the worn condition of his body. Ashley wasn't even aware of the remains of Anderson and the Illusive Man to her left and right. She wasn't aware of Liara, Tali, Javik, James supported by EDI, and Garrus approaching. All she knew was that Shepard was dead, and that her world had ended.

She held Shepard close as the sobs came. Soon voices crackled over the radio.

"The husks… they're dying!"

"The Reapers are leaving!"

"Did we win?"

"I can't believe it…"

"We drove them off!"

"We've won!"

Cries of jubilation and relief flooded the radio before Admiral Hackett's cut through the cacophony like a knife. "What about Shepard?"

Everyone fell silent, waiting to hear the news in their beloved hero. Finally,
Liara managed to choke out, "H-He's dead…"

And with those words, the celebration was over.

Silence reigned supreme as the news sunk in, only broken by a lone bellow of grief that echoed throughout London as Grunt mourned for his battlemaster. Soon, the bellow was taken up by other krogan throughout the ruins until it shook the very heavens. Wrex joined the cry in memory of the human that had believed in his people. Kasumi stood frozen in place, her eyes twinkling with tears as she remembered the friendly Commander. Zaeed swore and kicked the nearest piece of rubble as hard as he could. Jacob put a comforting hand on Samara's shoulder as, for the first time in centuries, the asari justicar lost her composure and fell to her knees. Jack screamed to the heavens. Miranda supported herself against a wall with one hand while wiping away her tears with the other. Every single geth shuddered as the last remnants of Legion grieved.

On the Normandy, Joker slammed his fist into the arm of his chair, not caring that he had broken several bones. At her station, Traynor, put her head in her hands and wept freely. In the med bay, Chakwas gasped and had to sit down lest she collapse. In engineering, Ken held Gabby in his arms as she cried while Adams put his head in his hands. Allers, who had been filming from the CIC, merely stood there, staring at the camera in shock with tears rolling down her cheeks as she was sure her audience was doing the exact same thing. Cortez ceased his work on repairing the shuttle and collapsed against it, tears starting to trickle out of his eyes.

James, the blood having stopped flowing from the stump that had been his arm, cursed and punched the ground with his remaining fist. Javik bowed his head in honor of the man who had earned his respect and friendship. EDI bowed her head as she felt this strange sensation inside her processors that could only be described as grief. Tali and Liara wept, holding each other in a vain attempt to find comfort. Garrus merely stopped, frozen, mandibles agape in shock.

The entire galaxy had been united against the Reapers, and as one the universe turned its attention to the heartbroken woman clutching her lifeless love. United once more in mourning the man who had sacrificed himself to save them all…

Commander Shepard.

Tears streaming down her face, Ashley stroked Shepard’s cold, scarred, cheek. "You did it Skipper…" she whispered. "You saved us. I wish you were here to see it.

"Oh captain, my captain... "
 
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