- Pronoun
- they or she
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Of course I'm not forcing you to do anything if you don't want to, but seriously, what have you got to lose? Five seconds of your life?
Hang on. I'm coming to get you. Just wait for me.
I won't give up. I know it seems impossible, but I have to keep trying. She might not ever get out on her own.
I can't think about it. If I think about it, I'll realise that it's impossible, that I'm in way over my head, that I don't know what I'm doing. It's a dead end.
It sounds better to say 'my best friend was a purrloin'. People might think I'm pathetic if I say she was my only friend. It's bad enough that I might not ever see her again. It's worse if it sounds like I don't have anyone else.
If your clique is all wannabe trainers, and it turns out you won't get to be one, of course they won't want to stay too attached. Maybe one day, when I want to really hurt myself, I'll reach out to them and find out if they remember me like they promised to.
Maybe she'll stop looking at me like that if I just... do enough. I'll keep trying. It's better than giving up – or feeling like it was wrong to talk to her in the first place. At least if I make things worse, it'll finally be my fault and I can hate myself for something real. It'll make sense.
What if it's never going to get any better? It's just gonna be like this, forever. Always out of reach...
I just want to say the right thing. But it's always a mess, a waste...
It's like they can see it. Like nobody wants to get the stain on them.
If you keep on swallowing your words, can you get sick enough to die?
There's no point telling her what my relationship with my team is really like. Why would she believe me, anyway? She's never heard of humans and pokémon being friends.
I know there's a barrier there, a separation. I don't think I can ever break past it on my own – it's not up to me if someone wants to reach out...
I wouldn't want it to be effortless, anyway. Maybe I'm just rationalising, but... I'd rather earn my friends.