So, it turned out that those Nidoran and Ponyta were regular teenagers who were dealing with a situation far bigger than them. A grim reality that got far too close to home for Silver’s taste and which was evident from his pensive frown.
That Nidoran sounded extremely idealistic, very Hibiki-like. Definitely the kind of kid who wants to be the hero and defeat the ‘bag guys’. However, facing a war was probably far worse than taking down a crime syndicate, and with that most likely came a much bigger cost and effort.
What would they have needed to do to defy fate?
And then, as if reacting in reply, the brushstroke depictions of Nidoran and Ponyta turned to face the listeners, and a young boy's voice echoed on the wind, one brought to life by the strange pocket-Dungeon within the tent: 'We couldn't just stand by and do nothing. What would you have done?'
Silver got momentarily stunned by this reaction, his claws digging in the dirt. Did they… know they were there or was that just a narrative trick for better immersion? Regardless, Silver found himself pondering the question.
He thought of his memories as a six-years-old, of the many adventure tales he heard about Trainers who accomplished great feats and who fought powerful legends. Back when his mind was still brimming with saccharine idealism.
Was there a war? Pfft! He could have beaten all those villains and saved the world with his invincible team! That’s what all powerful Trainers did! He would’ve worked hard and become stronger to achieve that goal…
Then, he thought of his memories as a ten-years-old, of the hostility he felt from a dark world that could smell his weakness like a ravenous Sharpedo and of the many shifting eyes around him. Back when he learned to fight constantly to survive, and when he had to learn the cold art of pragmatism.
Was there a war? Screw whoever wasn’t strong enough to survive! He wasn’t going to risk himself for losers who can’t keep up and fight hard enough to live! He would’ve needed to be stronger to protect himself…
And then, he was back to the present, as his fifteen-years-old self. As a jigsaw made of both positive and negative experiences, who had witnessed the true ugliness of his world but who was rescued from himself by genuinely kind people who had the power to fight for a better future.
Silver knew what his past selves would think, but what did he think
now?
He glanced briefly at Malachai and nodded. Right, if a conflict spread to all corners of a region or the world, you can’t simply run away. There would be no way out.
And he wasn’t a coward. He refused to be a coward.
“…Something. No matter how big or small, I would’ve done
something tangible.” Silver wasn’t sure whether those projections could hear him or not, but he let his repaired heart speak, nonetheless. “Anything is better than doing nothing.”
Silver relaxed his claws, feeling somewhat lighter, but the warm feeling vanished at the sight of the dead or dying horse, and his ears drooped slightly when the despair in the boy’s voice echoed in his skull. They were
teenagers like
him. They couldn’t just… it couldn’t end like… like this, right?
“What… What happened next?” murmured Silver, his gaze fixed on the heartbreaking scene. Even as someone who had learned to accept the harsh truth of life, he still hoped that their sacrifice, albeit reckless and tragic, had some kind of positive impact.