- Pronoun
- they or she
Matthias gave Nova a bemused look, and made a response of his own on the board. Clack. A knight sallied out alone.
"I was speaking figuratively. If I knew it were truly impossible, then I would not be trying to fulfil it."
Matthias gave a soft, nasal sigh. "You should believe whatever you like about 'fate'. I don't mind what you think about that. What I was really asking about, before... Tsk."
He glanced aside as he considered a different angle on what he was trying to talk about. It didn't seem like he was just being circumspect in case of eavesdropping, but like he found it mentally difficult to be blunt or direct. Perhaps this was one of those 'cultural' things he'd alluded to before – the way he knew to talk about things was to talk around them.
"What do you imagine the Beacon that summons us is like?" he asked, with an insistent edge to his voice. "Many in the Covenant believe that it must be a wise and noble being – perhaps one with deep insight into destiny, and therefore... This is what lets them believe in 'heroes' like me. If we were summoned, then everything we do will work out like it's meant to. Doesn't that sound... reassuring? Comforting?"
There was no way Matthias held an opinion like that himself. His tone aside, he said he 'wouldn't forgive' Auriga for summoning him. He didn't seem comforted by the notion that he was a chosen one – he was trying to get the Wayfarers to think about this from a different angle to Covenant doctrine about 'destiny'.
He swallowed around his oversized tongue. It looked... uncomfortable.
"Everyone's too polite to say it, but most know I was in another organisation before I joined this society. They don't hold it against me – after all, there must have been a good reason things had to happen that way!"
He laughed lightly. It sparkled. He must have had a lot of practice to sound that way at will.
"I was speaking figuratively. If I knew it were truly impossible, then I would not be trying to fulfil it."
"If that’s the case, does it really matter?”
Matthias gave a soft, nasal sigh. "You should believe whatever you like about 'fate'. I don't mind what you think about that. What I was really asking about, before... Tsk."
He glanced aside as he considered a different angle on what he was trying to talk about. It didn't seem like he was just being circumspect in case of eavesdropping, but like he found it mentally difficult to be blunt or direct. Perhaps this was one of those 'cultural' things he'd alluded to before – the way he knew to talk about things was to talk around them.
"You know, we heard a rumor out west. Some people were saying that, that there might've been another summoned hero, just last year." More recently than him, in other words. "Have you heard anything about that?"
"What do you imagine the Beacon that summons us is like?" he asked, with an insistent edge to his voice. "Many in the Covenant believe that it must be a wise and noble being – perhaps one with deep insight into destiny, and therefore... This is what lets them believe in 'heroes' like me. If we were summoned, then everything we do will work out like it's meant to. Doesn't that sound... reassuring? Comforting?"
There was no way Matthias held an opinion like that himself. His tone aside, he said he 'wouldn't forgive' Auriga for summoning him. He didn't seem comforted by the notion that he was a chosen one – he was trying to get the Wayfarers to think about this from a different angle to Covenant doctrine about 'destiny'.
He swallowed around his oversized tongue. It looked... uncomfortable.
"Everyone's too polite to say it, but most know I was in another organisation before I joined this society. They don't hold it against me – after all, there must have been a good reason things had to happen that way!"
He laughed lightly. It sparkled. He must have had a lot of practice to sound that way at will.