Three days after the events of Prism Hollow...
"Alright, I'm here. I know you've got something you've been dying to say, so you might as well get it over with."
Jade felt cold. The Incineroar's green eyes were fixed on her, and she fought the urge to let her gaze slip away. No matter how many times she'd run through the conversation in her head, she didn't know what to say. All the things she
wanted to say felt wrong.
'Are you sure you don't remember me at all?' Like she was asking the impossible, still blindly hoping that Starr could reach inside herself and drag up the memories that weren't there. Or worse, feeling
entitled to those memories, as if it
wasn't fair that she'd come all this way and gone through all this hardship to rescue Starr, only to go unrecognized. To not really have her friend back, not really.
Some small, selfish part of her buried deep down told that it
wasn't fair.
"I'm not sure how to," Jade just said.
Starr let out a snort. "No kidding." She flopped back onto the sand, arms crossed behind her head.
Jade's ears flattened. With the eye contact broken, she let her gaze wander over the endless lakefront stretching out over the horizon. Gentle waves lapped at the sand. A cold breeze swept in from the north, and she pulled her cloak tighter around herself.
"Look," Starr began with a heavy sigh, "I get that I was important to you back home, or something, I just..." Her words trailed off, and she ran her fingers through her cheek fur. "I don't know what 'we' were. Can't feel what's not there."
Jade swallowed, her mouth dry. "Yeah, I know. That's... sorta why I didn't want to talk about it. I figure it's gotta be ten times weirder for you, having someone show up here knowing more about you than you do."
Starr nodded distantly as she held a paw in front of her face, gently flexing the claws. "It's weird. I keep thinking I've been here long enough that, I don't know... I should have gotten
more of my memory back."
Jade's ears flicked forward. "You've gotten some things?" she asked, hating herself for hoping.
Starr shrugged in that way she did when she was trying to brush something off. "Just dungeon visions. Might not even be real, honestly."
Jade shivered. Oh. That. Brisa had warned her about that.
Starr exhaled heavily, sitting up in the sand. "Oh, who am I kidding, I know it's real. I know I did some real fucked up things." She turned suddenly to face Jade. "It was you, wasn't it? You're the one I did those things to." Despite the Incineroar's stony expression, Jade could see the haunted look in her eyes.
Iron bars. Lightning. Screaming. Pleading.
She'd remembered the cell, but not anything that came after.
Jade felt an invisible hand clutching her chest. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "Yeah, it was." She fixed Starr with a serious look and quickly added, "But you know that wasn't where it ended, right?"
Starr scooped up a handful of sand, idly letting it stream through her claws. "Mm. Brisa said that I would've been trying to put things right. She's always saying stuff like that about me, she's such a sap," she added, a flicker of obvious fondness in her eyes.
"She was right. About that."
Starr just shrugged, reclining back on one arm while she hurled a small rock into the waves with the other. "So, you came all that way to drag me outta the pit after I fucking tortured you." She gave a fanged sneer. "You must be just as much of a sap as her, sticking with me after that."
Jade rubbed the back of her head. "I know it's probably weird for you, since. Since you don't remember..."—
Me—"anything from back home."
Starr nodded vaguely, hurling another rock into the sea. Feeling restless, Jade swept her paws through the sand, hunting for small stones so that she could do the same.
"So tell me."
Jade's ears flicked toward Starr, and she blinked at the Incineroar in momentary confusion.
"Tell me about it. About what came after. About..."—she swirled a hand through the air—"
us."
Jade met Starr's eye. Despite the offhand tone of it, she caught a note of... sincerity. Starr genuinely wanted to know. It mattered to her.
Jade felt herself relax slightly. "Alright." She gave a small, awkward laugh and said, "Where do I even begin..."
"Anywhere's fine. But for starters, it'd be nice to know what we even were," Starr remarked casually.
Jade tilted her head. "Huh?"
"You know, what were we? I know we were close, but that's literally it. So like, what... friends? Lovers?"
"I, er... what?" Jade coughed abruptly, feeling a rush of embarrassment for not having caught on. "N-no, that's not...
I'm not... we were friends," she stammered.
Starr let out a large snort, shoving Jade's shoulder. "Man, your face is
priceless. Relax, I figured. You seemed too young for me anyway."
Jade's tail lashed. She wanted to say she wasn't
that young, except that wouldn't actually help her case. (She got the distinct feeling that no matter how she responded, there was no saving face here.)
She was spared from having to think of a response by Starr saying, "So, friends, huh."
Jade wanted to say 'best friends' but that felt presumptuous somehow. "Yeah. We... met in school, way back when. But before coming here, we were both trainers, traveling around together." She paused, but Starr was just listening expectantly, so she went on, "We, um... we kind of had different tastes in... most things. But we always had each other's back, everywhere we went."
Starr leaned her head against a palm, settling into a more relaxed posture. "Traveling around, I can get behind that. Visit anywhere neat? Also, you better believe I'm gonna need you to tell me about my Pokémon."
Jade felt herself relaxing too, tail curling against her side. "Yeah, sure thing," she said with a smile. "So, one of the best places was Blackthorn. Well, we had to fly to get there, which you didn't like, but once we got there we got to check out the hot springs, and see the Dragon's Den, and watch battles at the gym. Feraligatr—that's your first partner—got into a fight with a..."
"...and you couldn't believe that he said that..."
"so there was water
everywhere, and then..."
She lost track of how long they sat there. Long after the sun had slipped below the horizon, and the red light on the waves had been traded for the silver moon. It was only a tiny sliver compared to the time they'd spent back home. But by the time they both made their way back toward the glimmering lights of Novelux, wandering down the city streets looking for a place to eat that was still open while Starr shared some of her earliest encounters on Forlas...
...It felt, at least a little bit, like how things used to be.
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