Wes ordered “something sweet” in a half mumble, hoping neither Odette nor Archie would notice or care, then listened to Archie’s account. His face darkened. “Well, whoever this Alexander is, he’s a serious threat. Especially if he has the power to silence Betel and mask himself from them. And—
taint you guys in such a way that it spread to the rest of us.” How exactly did
Mhynt, of all people, seem to know that guy on a personal level?
It fell to Koa and Leaf to subdue you. They’re just kids, Wes. I should never have put that on them, or you.”
They’re just kids. That sent a shockwave of emotions through Wes; festering guilt, stabbing anguish, and, at the mention of Koa’s name,
rage. He struggled to keep his tone even, but he couldn’t hide the curl of his lip.
“I’m
aware they’re just kids,” he snapped. “You think I haven’t lost sleep over that fact? That I directly endangered the lives of not just my teammates, but
kids?”
He closed his eyes and sucked in a breath.
Godsdammit, it wasn’t Archie’s fault. None of this was. It was
his.
“All right, first of all. Stop playing the martyr. You’re not responsible for everybody’s actions, and I, for one, don’t want you or anybody else trying to take the fall for
my mistakes. The only one to blame for my losing it is
me.
Got it?” The growl was back in his voice now. “Second, if anybody is to blame here, it’s that Alexander bastard. For tricking you, for forcing you to accept his offer. You clearly didn’t have any other choice, and he made sure of that. Hell, even
Bellatrix didn’t realize how shady he was when she met him Blaguarro.”
Huh. Maybe he shouldn’t have shared that. But this was Archie; he wouldn’t spread it around maliciously.
“And for another, I’m sure Koa
loved getting the opportunity to put my face in the dirt. He went out of his way to rub it in earlier today.” Wes was trembling now. “So, I wouldn’t worry about him. He thinks he’s got the whole damn
world figured out and can do everything himself. If he’s so hellbent on doing things his own way, then
let him.”
The bartender came back with Wes’s drink. Wes seized it and slammed it back with vengeful vigor. Gods, if he never heard that damn kid’s name again, it would be too soon.
“You were a victim of someone far more powerful than you, who took advantage of you. Stop blaming yourself and direct your energy to the
real threat.”