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Childhood Regrets?

Trying to kill myself about a year ago? idk I try not to look back on anything past this year.
 
-Being a huge dickhead to my best friend in Grade 4 that caused us to not talk to each other for two years.
-Being a massive crybaby in Primary school.
-Getting into Sonic games. I'm pretty sure that ruined my art style for years.
-Running away from things when I was scared. In Grade 1 instead of waiting for my parents to find me and pick me up from school instead of attempting to walk home by myself because I thought they'd forgotten me (instead I didn't see that they were already there) was the stupidest thing I've ever done.
 
I had a lot of trust issues as a kid, mainly because I was teased pretty badly. One of the worst things I ever did was purposely get bad grades because kids made fun of me because I was smart. I felt getting bad grades would make them warm up to me, they didn't and by that time it was too late for me to fix things. I kept this going until 8th grade. I barely passed, but that was entirely my fault as I did zero homework, but aced all my tests. The teachers started to get curious, but once again the damage was done.
 
Not being assertive enough against a certain (former?) friend of mine (which eventually lead to me having deep-seated privacy and intimacy issues).

Not watching/doing/asking for certain things because I perceived them to be "boy things" and I was a "girl" which meant that I couldn't have anything that wasn't pink and girlie.

Not taking the time to truly appreciate art; some of the best art education I ever got was in elementary school, but I didn't know what I had until about a month before the end of my last year there.

I also wish I would have found someone who would have answered my questions of "But what is a girl and what is a boy, really? Is there anything else you can be?" et cetera with anything other than "Girls have a vagina, boys have a penis, and there isn't anything other than those two things" because maybe then I wouldn't have all this confusion as to what I actually am.
 
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