Alexi

Exactly. ;;Evilarylettplottingface;; Muhehehee...

I like it too. I'm just lazy. And procrastinating. ;;Sips coke;; I guess this'll keep me awake enough to get it done. Are you in normal Psychology? I have AP Psychology.

Ahahaha. That is because Milkshake Arylett is a brain fixing expert. Didn't you know? She studied it in Milkshake College.

I know. I feel horrible about it too. It's very frustrating. Sometimes hiding these secrets tears you apart, doesn't it? You wish you could tell the people you care about, the people who care about you. So they can know. And they can share that fact with you. But they just /can't/ know.

Mourmedy's in some funk too. Maybe she can be brought out as well! Assuming something doesn't blow it.

;;Chuckles;; Yeah. Ahahaha. ;;Cracks open Psychology book;; I'll have to work some Arylettmagic on this! I'm not too tired though, not as tired as I was yesterday, so I could probably attempt it. And not fall asleep.

Arylett likes long words! It's rather absurd, actually. I mean, my name, Arylett Dawnsborough, is 19 letters. Probably the longest name on here. ;;Fixes Alexi's brain;; There! How do you feel now? Better?

Aww parents. Their intentions may be good, but sometimes they are just so close-minded. I know what that's like, to have parents like that. They can't understand, because even though they were once young, they've lost the feeling of what it feels like. They think we're all misguided. I mean, teenagers do stupid things. But I wish sometimes that they would trust us. Then we wouldn't have to keep all these secrets. But it's better they not know, makes everyone's life easier.

So he did! And Arylett posted too. And now we can get this RP back on the road! I wonder what'll happen after Mourmedy sees Alexi again. Hmm.

Yeah, because then you get too relaxed. And after that, you're just sleeping rather than meditating.

I'll add it to my Awesomenocityarylettdictionary. ;;Nods;;

Oh, so they don't know. Well that's fine, Arylett's parents don't know that she doesn't believe in God. Parents, eep. Don't you wish they would just not freak out about things? They also don't know a lot of things, but I suppose most people's parents are completely oblivious.

I sort of just slumped into my bed and fell asleep. Rather than meditated. I was just so tired that I fell into it and slept, so I didn't meditate. Would it make sense if I told you that I didn't even have the energy to meditate? I was immensely exhausted.

Awesomeshorts is a good phrase. I like it!

Also, how has your life been? I think we've talked an awful lot about me.

It was like something went "click!" in my brain. Like a switch! It was very cool. Very cool indeed. I'm going to try a power nap before I attempt my homework again. I think I can do it this time, I just need some energy.

Thank you!

It could very well be! A shift in perception, I mean. It did. For some reason, things made sense after that. I don't know how, I don't know why, they just did.

I was just really happy after she said that. Genuinely happy. And then I was smiling like crazy. And a boy was staring at me. But I don't care.

Better.

I've gained some of my humor back!

And one of my teachers flat-out said that I had a wonderful mind and that my writing style was very sarcastic and funny and that it made her crack up. She said I should act more like that. And I liked talking to her. It was just the most appropriate thing I could ever hear, it made everything feel /right/ for some reason. It made it all fall into place. And I really believed her. Most of the time, I would feel like I didn't deserve to be told such things. But I don't feel that anymore.

Very sweet.

Thank you, it was a pleasure talking to you. It helped me to talk to someone about this. Farewell to you as well, I must get to bed soon too. Have a good sleep, yes.

And this is something I definately want to keep on my mind.

I should think more like that, yes. I've been worried about what other people think, but I'm happier this way now. Even if I sound a little strange, a little more vague, a little childish, a little more... dry. I think this is more like the real me.

Hmm, yes. I should try. I should. Perhaps before I go to bed tonight, I'll attempt some meditation. And maybe I'll do it successfully.

Thank you. I know I can be very... repetitive.

Maybe this will be my new normal. And if other people miss the old normal, that's their problem. Because I like the way I am now.

I should try. Maybe I could actually do one. I've always had anxiety problems, but I think I could actually successfully pull off a power nap and meditation now. Because I've been unable to do those things before.

This may not seem like a big deal to other people, but it was something impacting. I've had other experiences like this, but never have I had such an odd feeling as this one. I honestly have never felt like this before. I feel like that, like you described. Exactly like that. A change in my perception. I feel more... mellowed out. Before I was just so flighty. I feel like there is no point to school.

We'll have to wait until tommorow to see, won't we? I know that I'll probably still be thinking about it, even at school. And that I won't be able to focus. It might take a few days for me to regain my focus. Will I be "normal" again? But power naps do sound awesome, I should try another one. I fell asleep in my chair. But it was. The. Best. Sleep. Ever.

I just can't stop talking about this. At school, I wish there would be someone I could tell about my experience. But they probably wouldn't understand.

Thank you. That's what I have to tell you.

It /does/. That's exactly how I feel. Everything seems so... mundane. I wonder how I'll feel in the morning? Will I still feel like this? I'm not certain, I always change after I wake up. I took a nap though today, because I was so relaxed, I think I did one of those power naps like you told me. I just felt... completely at ease after the experience and I fell asleep. It was nice.

It's okay, I always feel too lazy to do homework. It's just not a very pleasant thing. It sucks, gah. Very much so.

Ahahahaha!

Hmm, yeah. I'd say procrastinating, he told me once he keeps track of the RP using some sort of strange Firefox thing. Eventually, eventually he will go.

I just wish I could've gotten some homework done today, I couldn't focus though.

That... that makes me very happy for you to say that. =D You are too nice.

Hmm, I see. Aye, maybe he's just having a hard time. I know what it's like, sort of, to feel like that. You can't think, you can't breathe, you can't let anything go. It's not a very nice feeling. He will post eventually, I'd say.

Ahahaha! Arylettcomputer~ People must think that I'm crazy or something, this new way I'm acting. But I don't care. I like acting like this.

Oh wow. ;;Wags finger in amusement;; Somebody has to be patient~ Hurr. He could just be lazy. I go into RPs I've joined, look at them, and don't post for two days. Procrastination. I also saw his CC thread. Perhaps that's the reason?

Joy.

Aww, that's cute. ^_^

Thank you for your understanding. You are a nice person, yes. I appreciate it very much. (I must sound very robotic, compared to what you're used to. But I do actually mean what I'm typing. Really.)

Oooh, so you're waiting for Icalasari to respond? I can't do much until Mourmedy knows where the hospital is. She's not the type who would just run off looking for a place she doesn't know the location of.

Poor Orena.

And Mourmedy may not either.

I'm sorry if I'm acting sort of strange. Ever since that experience, I've just been very... this.

Six. Morgan's annoying, not telling Hunter anything important. >>

Yes I am. :3

I suppose you know what it's from.