Skroy

Yes yes yes that was amazing! CTV is stupid and went to a commercial break so you missed the words we made and the ending...so we went to NBC and I WAS ON TV TWICE! Haha both times I wasn't smiling, annoyingly, but it was the coolest thing ever. =) I will keep posted on YouTube and search for videos with me, or videos from NBC, or videos with no commercials. =) And I GET TO KEEP THE SNOWBOARD AND OUTFIT. YES. I AM SO WEARING THAT TO SCHOOL.

Ahaha, somehow you and giggling hysterically don't add up in my mind. xD

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Tooooopic... Uh... Your turn to think of something to talk about! >:D

Oh wait never mind I got one. I wrote the Pascal math contest yesterday and I know that I didn't do my best. On one really easy question I didn't see the one number that told you important information so I had to leave it blank, and I answered a question completely wrong because I misread/didn't pay attention to the question. I do that a lot. ^^;; I know that I got at most 124 but I bet I'll get lower, and last year I got 132. =( Oh well, for me my success really depends on the questions.

Oh yeah, and today one of my kinda-friends (an Asian guy) freaked me out by askig me to help him with a problem because it turned out to be Grade 12 math. He's so odd, but super-smart. Did I mention he's hilariously ODD? xD

I suppose I should trust that my friends won't shun me if I say something odd... Haha, kidding. But yes, maybe I should un-censor myself a bit.

Uhm... ^//^ My imagination is pretty "cute" as well. Last year and for a while this year my hormones or whatever toyed with my imagination and made talking to guys really intimidating and weird...It's a bit better now, though, and I'm normal around my guy friends now. =) Still...I have kinda imagined it. ^//^ It would be odd, but...

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OH THANK YOU I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUNDAY EITHER! (WHY NO THAT WASN'T AN AWKWARD TOPIC CHANGE. NO SIREE!)

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My God, that was one of the best infomercials I've ever seen. "The DUMBO is Ownage and Pwnage combined into one, which leaves us with PURE WIN." Scientifical randomness is amazing. Unfortunately I couldn't find you...but, admittedly, I only know that you have black hair, and, let's be honest, most of the people I saw had black hair. (Though I did find your name in the credits! =D) Can I have a hiiiint? Or do you wanna keep it private what you look like.*

It's okay, life happens! (Although I personally substitute other words like "dangit" and "oh, shoot" instead of their less polite couterparts.) But yeah, my life is being annoying too, so I get it.

I guess you're right, really; I don't like my own work too often, so I have bad self-judgement... But I envy that you can say whatever comes to your head. I have a million self-filters that make me be quiet and either I say less (online, when I have time to think about it) or the filters blank out and I say really weird and odd stuff. ^^; I don't even know if my explanation makes sense, but...yeah.

Yay, you're happier now. That's always good to hear. But I don't think there's any more I can say, because you're right: Only you can change your mindset. And maybe I do, too. Thank you for inadverdantly inspiring me. =)

And...wow, you can see how tired I was when I finished that up, because I'm not sure that that last bit was a metaphor at all. It sounded nice and poetic, but... xD

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Um - um - I - thanks. ^//^ *is super embarrassed*

BIRTHDAY!

Well, why didn't you tell me? Was it a good one?

Aw, and I like this BlazeAura dude. He seems incredibly decent.

And you really should chill a bit, I mean he's right. I mean, sure, I can make a webpage. But you know what I can't do? Make friends like you. Not come across as weirdo-jerk. Heck, I can't even /draw/ worth carp, but you?

In short? You're a true friend, Skroy. Especially for putting up with the me when I get in fights just because I'm overdramatic, or I'm babbling about something just to show off, or, well, you get the clue. And heck, if anything, I'm jealous of you. We all have our own streangths and weaknesses, and you just the same, but I honestly see no reason to...

You see, if you're really /that/ jealous, get better. Just... do it. If my writing is bad, I make it better. If I want to make some unique code but don't know how, I get better.

I know, I know, missed opputunities. But honestly Skroy, I see no reason to rue it now. Just get better.

If that, um, helped at all.

YOU'RE IN LOVE?

Haircut? Engagment? Assertivness?

Sorta. I know how to play and have a bunch of really old cards, but as for actually doing it? Not so much. Mostly because there's no one intrested in playing it with me.

Really? That's such a relief; I was worried that I had rambled on about nonsense for a bit there. I'm not sure that I can say much else...

Okay, I can. You are seriously awesome. You aren't the one author that everyone talks about, or a programmer whose games always sell out, but (online, at least,) you're amazing to talk to. I look forward to messaging you because you usually have something to say that cheers me up somehow. Like just now, about "such talent which can entertain an audience." You've never seen me perform and I have fairly mediocre roles, but you still insist that I have talent. You boost me up just as much as I boost you, if not more. I can count on you for an opinion and I don't have to worry about making an impression on you. I can say whatever I want, and either you heartily respond or, if it's badly-timed, awkwardly-worded or just plain weird you let it slide and everything's fine.

And I can have really serious discussions with you, which I think has made me deeper as a person. I've learned that I can give good advice if I have time to think it out, and that I can keep a conversation going (but only if it's with you. xD) You've listened to every one of my rants and handled them fine, and knowing that there's always someone I can turn to is an amazing feeling. So chin up, buddy. You are cooler than all those people doing cool things, because doing awesome things doesn't always mean you're awesome at heart. And that's my impression of you. =)

Onthe other hand, I do understand how you feel about stress. I feel like there's always something to do and something to worry about compared to last year. High school has rattled me, and the workload has been manageable but somehow is affecting the way I think. It's hard to let myself truly relax most of the time, and it's been affecting how much sleep I've been getting, my memory (for everyday things like field-trip forms and bringing a prop to theater,) and my level of happiness. It just hasn't felt good, and it makes all of the bad things seem worse. It might also be the reasonthat my acne is acting up, which only adds to my stress and comes full circle...sometimes I wish that life could be taken in smaller doses. =/

But we must both cheer up, because we can't do great things if we're feeling down. We're no use to the world if we're moping around! We must trudge through and lift our spirits high so we can soar above even our own expectations. Yes, lousy metaphor.

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HAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAY! It's past twelve where you are, so I'm right on time. Though getting older gives you more responsibilities and pressure, take some time to enjoy your special day and relax as best you can on a school day. =D

And this is super long so any spelling mistakes are there because I am lazy.

No, I haven't forgotten. I'm still practicing.

Mine was awesome; I got a chocolate heart and a card from my mom and then I went downtown for an Olympic Rehearsal...Vancouver's amaaaaazing right now! =D

Aw...it's okay to be jealous as long as you don't let it consume you. It makes you feel all depressed and mad and it doesn't let you see or enjoy what was given to you. Yes, sometimes life sucks. But though I won't pretend to know what's going on in your life, you have to look around and find all of the awesome things around you, and then acknowledge them. When I get a part I don't like in a musical, I usually stew about it for a few weeks. (I'm sure you remember that particular rant... ^^;) But I've realized that I have to be glad I didn't get "Guard 1" or something and that I know that I will have fun. You need to distract yourself, like with Pokemon TCG. Then come back to your jealousy, acknowledge its presence, and tell it that it won't control/affect your life.

^Big block of impromptu advice. Hopefully it made you feel a little better. =)

And is that Zrioy in your avatar? He looks cooler than Ithought he would. =D

Ooh, yeah. I like Zorro better than Roark. >:/

Zoroa isn't a starter, luckily (as I usually evolve my starters), because it only has two pokemon in the evo line. But it's still the cutesy thing ever.

Haaaaappy V-Day! I usually get chocolate from my parents, so we'll see if that continues, and then I have an Olympic rehearsal which I'm super-psyched for after seeing the Opening. Speaking of that...other than the cauldron hydraulics glitch it was PURE AWESOMENESS, basically. =D

Zoroark's name reminds me of the gym leader Roark. =/ And to me it looks...I don't know...odd, I suppose. But Zoroa is the coolest thing ever and is made of win. It's a cute, dark, green-eyed fox with an edge to it. I might capture it and never evolve it. =)

Ahaha, but how would you find me? Plus my parents don't know you exist. Plus winning the lottery is rare...but it would be awesome! =D

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Ho hum...what to talk about...

Are you going to get HeartGold/SoulSilver when they come out? They're out a few days after my birthday, so I might ask my parents to pre-order it as a present. ^^

Haha, you just made me think of a funy quote (although its relevance is debatable): "PROCRASTINATORS UNITE!!! ...Tomorrow."

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Eh, yeah, since Physics is about electricity and energy and stuff I'm not sure if I'll do it. I'll be doing some Physics in Science this semester, so hopefully I'll get and idea of whether I like it or not.

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You probably did tell me. I also probably forgot immediately.

...Actually, I don't know if you ever did. Is it coming up? :3

Oh, sorry. ^^; I looked at our conversation to see the message rather than at my profile, which messes up my notification system. I had tounapprove and reapprove it, but I had to go so I just fixed it. All better. =)

Ahaha, don't go getting a big head. (But you are an awesome friend, and you're about as reliable as me, so...)

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Eh, I feel like making one. I like the idea of a Hoothoot. With dark brown-blue feathers and purple eyes. Yep, she's a freak. Named Noelle. A picture isn't necessary...but it sounds cool. =)

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Ooh, seems like your class is just like my English class was. You can survive; just work hard and it will pay off. =) I got an A in the course (barely), and it really was worth the annoying teacher.

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I GOT 4TH PLACE IN MY GROUP OF KIDS FROM ALL OVER THE LOWER MAINLAND AND MY TEAM GOT SECOND AND WE'RE GOING TO PROVINCIALS!!!!!!!!!

Um, let me elaborate. So I went to that math competition today. We got divided into pools, and we did two quizzes out of 26 and 12. I got an average score of 17 on the first, but I aced the second one and got sixth in the pool! The we had a face-off round, and I managed to get to fourth place and I got a medal! =D

Plus my team had overall pretty good scores so we got second place and we get a trophy, plus we're going to Provincials against people from all over BC. =D =D =D

I'm understandably very happy right now. ^^

I've seriusly been sitting in Algerbra, drawing chairs for practice. Yeah. One of them turned out well.

(What? The elimination method is simple; I can do the problems and have freetime.

Okay, that's good. I'm waaay too lazy to switch, and though I think I would have, you saying you'll log on here gives me an excuse not to. =P If I had to I would swith though. You're a good friend who I can trust (and you're also good for ranting at when it's about something I can't talk to people about like my writing. xD)

That's why the end makes me mad. There's barely any explanation and some of the dense people out there don't get it. =/

...Zrioy. ...BWAHAHAHHA!!!

*ahem* Sorry. The name is unique, but I couldn't stop grinning when I first read it. I'll need to decide on my Pokesona eventually... I'm still not sure if I'd be a Hoothoot or a Chatot or something. Definitely a bird or a dragon-type that can fly, and something kinda timid but at the same time not, which makes the whole dragon-type thing kinda sketchy...Yeah, I like the idea of Hoothoot or Chatot. Or Murkrow. Gotta love 'em.

Eh, I still might. I did get some charcoal for my, uh... bought it with my allowance.

Oh my goodness, you've lost intrest. That's kinda sad.

But fine. Let me go get my pencil...