mewtini
어떤 계절도 영원할 순 없으니까
- Pronoun
- she/her
urgggggh this isn't so good either. Hmm.
-----Our Own World-----
Me, April and January, living in our own tiny world. No, our own big world, our own area of free reign. No one else understands my mind but me. No one...
Ever since I was born, I had imaginary friends. Or so my parents called them. They were, and always will be, real to me. Like April! She's tangible, a thing I can touch. The embodiment of friendship, she is.*
Or maybe it's all an illusion?
Are my caregivers right? Could they be, are they really...?
No.
No.
No.
April is real... My only friend cannot be false, I won't accept it. I'm not insane. I'm not, I'm NOT!*
And January, she's fearless, strong, what I should be... only, they aren't really my friends.
They're me. Well, that's what everyone around me says. Some weird disorder called multiple personality syndrome, or something. Supposedly I think I'm several people? It isn't true.*
I've been with April and January for so long, playing in pastures of pure green grass, meadows of wildflowers and lavender, crisp waterfalls, in the depths of the rainforest. So many places, they're the only ones who understand me. Everyone else accuses me of being insane, unruly. They say I'm different, a misfit, a person who is so stupid that I can't hold my own in anything academic.
Even my own parents. Even my other friend. Even my doctor. They all say the strangest things about me.*
The same things. Are they all clones? Ever since my youth, I've believed that. I'm in an alien world full of clones who can't understand me, don't accept me, don't believe me, don't care about me. Which is why I depend on April and January. They just aren't vapors that vanish into thin air. Everyone else says that they aren't real because they can't be seen by anyone but me. It's only because they only agree with me. They know that the rest of the world are mindless droning clones!
Me, April and January.
Me, January and April.
April, January and me.
April, me and January.
January, April and me.
January, me and April...
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RAGGGGHHHH
-----Our Own World-----
Me, April and January, living in our own tiny world. No, our own big world, our own area of free reign. No one else understands my mind but me. No one...
Ever since I was born, I had imaginary friends. Or so my parents called them. They were, and always will be, real to me. Like April! She's tangible, a thing I can touch. The embodiment of friendship, she is.*
Or maybe it's all an illusion?
Are my caregivers right? Could they be, are they really...?
No.
No.
No.
April is real... My only friend cannot be false, I won't accept it. I'm not insane. I'm not, I'm NOT!*
And January, she's fearless, strong, what I should be... only, they aren't really my friends.
They're me. Well, that's what everyone around me says. Some weird disorder called multiple personality syndrome, or something. Supposedly I think I'm several people? It isn't true.*
I've been with April and January for so long, playing in pastures of pure green grass, meadows of wildflowers and lavender, crisp waterfalls, in the depths of the rainforest. So many places, they're the only ones who understand me. Everyone else accuses me of being insane, unruly. They say I'm different, a misfit, a person who is so stupid that I can't hold my own in anything academic.
Even my own parents. Even my other friend. Even my doctor. They all say the strangest things about me.*
The same things. Are they all clones? Ever since my youth, I've believed that. I'm in an alien world full of clones who can't understand me, don't accept me, don't believe me, don't care about me. Which is why I depend on April and January. They just aren't vapors that vanish into thin air. Everyone else says that they aren't real because they can't be seen by anyone but me. It's only because they only agree with me. They know that the rest of the world are mindless droning clones!
Me, April and January.
Me, January and April.
April, January and me.
April, me and January.
January, April and me.
January, me and April...
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RAGGGGHHHH