Mai
Banned
... I really don't know how to phrase this.
I still love ASB. I enjoy strategizing. If there's a crazy situation I can get in that I can learn from, sign me up; it's not the tournament and the BfA is dead, so all I have to lose is my pride. (Which I don't really deserve.) But it kind of feels like I'm stretching myself. I've been feeling particularly useless, and writing more than a few sentences at a time is challenging. If it's actual writing writing, I want to toss it out. I've been sort-of-sick-sort-of-not for a while, and I've had low stamina because of that.
But school is almost out, and when I'm "busy" (like I've been for a while) it usually means I can't do things effectively when I'm online--I'm still online fairly often. So... this is sort of an anti-Absence Sheet post. I'm so sorry for what I haven't done, but I'll try to get to it now, I suppose.
I feel awful just putting this down.
I still love ASB. I enjoy strategizing. If there's a crazy situation I can get in that I can learn from, sign me up; it's not the tournament and the BfA is dead, so all I have to lose is my pride. (Which I don't really deserve.) But it kind of feels like I'm stretching myself. I've been feeling particularly useless, and writing more than a few sentences at a time is challenging. If it's actual writing writing, I want to toss it out. I've been sort-of-sick-sort-of-not for a while, and I've had low stamina because of that.
But school is almost out, and when I'm "busy" (like I've been for a while) it usually means I can't do things effectively when I'm online--I'm still online fairly often. So... this is sort of an anti-Absence Sheet post. I'm so sorry for what I haven't done, but I'll try to get to it now, I suppose.
I feel awful just putting this down.
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