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Probably a little late for commenting on this bit, but...
If this actually worked, I would've been asexual for several years now.
I was able to stop drinking soda (which some say is addictive, so I should've definitely been a serious addict after 20 years of drinking the stuff) and stop believing in the religion I was raised in for 17 years (which is pretty much embedded into your brain after that long.) But no matter how much I tried to ignore the cute girls, I still like looking at them and talking to them, and I still have sexual thoughts involving them. The only thing that's changed is that I've gotten a little bit better at ignoring them.
So yeah, sexuality isn't "just one of those things" that you can change if you put your mind to it. If there's ever any significant change at all (after puberty, anyway), I'd imagine it would come along with some pretty nasty psychological damage. You've probably just brainwashed yourself to the point where all of those thoughts are repressed way back in there somewhere, just festering in there and waiting to cause all kinds of problems when you're a few years older.
But you can change your sexuality. I did. Heterosexuality to asexuality. Now, I don't get "turned on" by anything anymore.
If this actually worked, I would've been asexual for several years now.
I was able to stop drinking soda (which some say is addictive, so I should've definitely been a serious addict after 20 years of drinking the stuff) and stop believing in the religion I was raised in for 17 years (which is pretty much embedded into your brain after that long.) But no matter how much I tried to ignore the cute girls, I still like looking at them and talking to them, and I still have sexual thoughts involving them. The only thing that's changed is that I've gotten a little bit better at ignoring them.
So yeah, sexuality isn't "just one of those things" that you can change if you put your mind to it. If there's ever any significant change at all (after puberty, anyway), I'd imagine it would come along with some pretty nasty psychological damage. You've probably just brainwashed yourself to the point where all of those thoughts are repressed way back in there somewhere, just festering in there and waiting to cause all kinds of problems when you're a few years older.