mewtini

Take your time, it is a lot to think about.

I wrote that a few months ago, but I mean... it's still how I feel now, you know? Sometimes, I get tired of people telling you to hope that it'll be better. It's such... passive advice, isn't it? You can't just wait things out sometimes, and I know because I've been waiting... for a really long time for everything to be okay. I get tired of hoping that it'll be better in the future. That's why, for me, it felt better to render life as a villain, that I must fight. It's a more active, a more aggressive approach. Instead of being a passive participant in your life, you are ACTIVE and FIGHTING it. You're fighting the villain that it is, the horridness that it's given you. And you're strong for fighting the horridness.

And to feel strong like that, I find it empowering. It's a constant struggle, but you have to win it! And even struggling in the first place, that is strength too. By turning negativity into positivity... that's how I can begin to feel better. By turning life into a villain, even though I acknowledge there are good things about it... that's how I decide not to go through with it, not to kill myself. You have a place to channel your negative emotions, towards fighting for your happiness, and your own life, for control of it.

I hope that made sense... and that I haven't overloaded you too much.

I talked to Silver. I was just busy.

I saw. Thank you for the compliment, you're in the next round of people I want to opinionize.

I'm sorry, I've just been extremely busy with homework. Come june, I should be done with everything. I jusst haven't had much time to talk at all.

Would you miss her?

...Do you know if they have the same feelings as you?

You're not sure yet? Is it a lot of thoughts or something? Well, how do you feel?

...But what about your sisters?

Ah yes, sorry, I was confused by the faces you're making. When people are serious, they don't usually make faces like that.

What are you thinking of all this? Could you tell me?

Wait, seriously?

v:<

Okay.

I can't emphasize the smiley any further... you win this round. But I can still out-hug you, can't I. *huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg*

Hi. I was just curious about something. You said you wanted to get away...why? Do you not want to stay with your siblings or what or I'm not sure?

If you're comfortable enough to tell me, you could tell me tomorrow via Y! if you like. Or now, if you wanted, I guess.

:D *huuuuuuuuggg*

:( Why would your parents possibly be annoyed that you have friends? Everyone needs friends.

:3 *huggly snuggly*

BOREDNESS.

I don't think you told me that, no. How come you're hiding it?

Also, can I has my hug?

meep

shurikit

GROPE

MRAOW

You signed out without warning! I didn't get a chance to give you a goodbye hug! D:

Sí!

GROWL

Bubble Bubble Bubble, Guppy Guppy Guppies! Bubble Bubble Bubble, Guppy Guppy Guppies~

RAWR.